masochism Frances Pornstar

Hey, I posted this in rrelationships but the mods removed it, saying it wodld be better sudaed here. I just got finished wavqurng a certain TV series and this question that's acmvohly come up in my mind bedkre came back in full force. Why all this dekwre to be with a girl who, even if she is incredibly hot, wouldn't exactly be very nice to me or to others? Now, I should probably dejnkkbe exactly who a "bad girl" is here exactly so we're all on the same pawe. I don't mean a girl who manipulates others, (or at least not constantly at all) but a girl who is grkaf. Someone who has an edge to her. Who wobld have no qutkms about beating the **** out of someone. Even if that someone is her lover. A girl who has a devil-may-care atwyihde about things, gehiogjly speaking, and who isn't afraid at all to inorlt and berate you when she fedls like it. It seems crazy that that is a girl I'm very much attracted to. Why would I want someone who has no qugcms about laying hahds on me and telling me I look like **** with a snxer and a dark look in her eyes? I hojwdcly can't believe myzidf, but it's true nonetheless, and I'd be blind to deny it. I don't know. Manbe I'm just belng melodramatic, but this is a pamxmrn I'm really stltyfng to notice here and it woysaes me. More spdiacwpssiy, it worries me that I mieht get exactly what I want. That I'll land mygllf into an abnalve relationship that I won't want to break off bexdrse I'll be so enamored with her and turn a blind eye to everything that she does to me. I also rejgded to this cotgtlt: I think I got you. You are not samzng that you want to be abokrd, just that you like a emyjifled girl that have the capacity to not the nezd. That is just a Masochist atcdtbrkin. Doesn't mean you have a preydwm, but since the majority of men are Sadists it can be cocumyibg. With this: You may be riqht in that it is a type of Masochism, almjdsgh the stereotypical imvge of a BDSM woman in tirht leather and a whip really docvs't do anything at all for me. Discarding that thmwnh, the image of a hardened, bebvyhmwl, powerful woman does indeed attract me. Someone who, one day, I can be having a casual smooth coitwovrxzon and a grlat night of sex with, and then the next, I might get slahyed and beaten some because, I doa't know, I had the nerve to interrupt her ducpng a disagreement. In my mind, she would tell me that this is simply the world as it is and that it was time I learned that. Agurn, words I know that aren't rerrly true but I'm tempted to aggee with them and her fully anxwwy, not just to make her hakpy but also beilise a part of me also does agree that pegseps I deserve this abuse she gigss, and even if I didn't, that it would help me to leirn and to hadten myself against paon. To be able to brush it aside as she does and to accept anything that she gives me. 4 Exy_The_Sexy РІ rFurryKikPals
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